January 2012
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I hate feeling sorry for myself especially when a family member is ill. my nephew is going in for his 5th out of 7 operations on his heart and bowels. He’s only 8 months old. Sending my love to him right now. 3 hours to wait… he’s a strong little bugger
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iwrongedmyself answered your question: That awkward moment when..
That’s nothing! Are you 80 pounds? Anyone would wish to be that. Everyone is trying to be that. You’re one of the lucky ones.
If you think I’m lucky having this disorder you have quite clearly lost all logical grasp of the illness. Yes I weigh around 80lbs. I wouldn’t wish this on anyone.
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That awkward moment when..
You notice you weigh 4x as much as your 6month old nephew … fuck
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Red wine you are my quick escape from reality. I love you.
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Diet starts today.
I’m growing tired of my daily routine of binge/purge/feels like shit rinse and repeat. It’s been 8 years of this shit and I just can’t do it anymore. If I don’t want to be as big as a house I need to stop eating like an animal. I tell myself this constantly, day in day out. But this is were it ends. True I will relapse from time to time, but I will not make it my...
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‘Normal’ isn’t an adjective you wish to hear after putting that much effort into...
– Portia de Rossi, Unbearable Lightness (via daylight-dreams)
100460:
id be happier if i werent such a piece of shit
Cigarette & then bed. 5.30am start.. University sucks ass
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behindtheeyesoftruth answered your question: Just took before and after photos of my binge…
Stfu, your not fat -_-
Not too sure if you’re trying to antagonise me or what. I checked out your tumblr to see what kind of person you was to help me reply to this in a certain manner. I feel extremely large, I know I’m not. I used to be extremely over weight and suffering from Bulimia...
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gabygovealovesukuleles answered your question: Just took before and after photos of my binge…
how tall are you?
I’m not too tall I’m 5’4”
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Just took before and after photos of my binge purge. It was horrifying. Not the before image, well that’s a lie, but i’ve gained so much weight. I hope it’s just bloating. I do weigh 93lbs I guess I can’t expect to be happy with what I see in the mirror. Normal eating commences tomorrow. I feel icky.
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